Manoj Bajpayee Was About To Commit Suicide After The 3 Continuous Rejection

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While The Debate About the Nepotism already has been taken in The Center of The Bollywood, and many celebrities already has shared his view on the Bollywood nepotism and the Earlier the Shekhar Suman also called it “Gangism” Not “Nepotism”.

Manoj Bajpayee has shared about his life how he grew up from being a boy who even doesn’t have the ideal hero face one of the most sought after Bollywood actors.

He was rejected at the National School of Drama thrice.

In a recent interview with Humans of Bombay, Bajpayee talked about his struggling days when even paying a single vada pav and room rent and chawl was seemed difficult for him. He even had suicidal thoughts but he was pulled out of that low phase by his friends.

He started the interview by sharing how he knew about the acting and find how it was his destiny from the age of 9. He said He is a farmer’s son and grew up in a village in Bihar with 5 siblings. He went to a hut school and led a simple life, but whenever He went to the city, he never forgot to go to the theater. He was a Bachchan fan & wanted to be like him. At 9.

Bajpayee, that time could not afford to pursue his passion for the acting reason being he continued with his studies. Then he shifted to Delhi for higher studies at Delhi University that he followed his passion by doing theatre.

Later on He applied to the National School of Drama but he was rejected thrice. He added He was close to committing suicide, and that was the time when his friends would sleep next to him and not leave him alone for a single time. They kept him going until he was accepted. That year, He was at a chai shop when Tigmanshu came looking for Him on his khatara scooter. Shekhar Kapur Offered to cast him in Bandit Queen! So He felt He was ready & moved to Mumbai,” Bajpayee added.

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“I’m a farmer’s son; I grew up in a village in Bihar with 5 siblings–we went to a hut school. We led a simple life, but whenever we went to the city, we’d go to the theatre. I was a Bachchan fan & wanted to be like him. At 9, I knew acting was my destiny. But I couldn’t afford to dream & continued my studies. Still, my mind refused to focus on anything else, so at 17, I left for DU. There, I did theatre but my family had no idea. Finally, I wrote a letter to dad–he wasn’t angry & even sent me Rs.200 to cover my fees! People back home called me ‘good for nothing’ but I turned a blind eye. I was an outsider, trying to fit in. So, I taught myself English & Hindi–Bhojpuri was a big part of how I spoke. I then applied to NSD, but was rejected thrice. I was close to committing suicide, so my friends would sleep next to me & not leave me alone. They kept me going until I was accepted. That year, I was at a chai shop when Tigmanshu came looking for me on his khatara scooter–Shekhar Kapur wanted to cast me in Bandit Queen! So I felt I was ready & moved to Mumbai. Initially, it was tough–I rented a chawl with 5 friends & looked for work, but got no roles. Once, an AD tore my photo & I’ve lost 3 projects in a day. I was even told to ‘get out’ after my 1st shot. I didn’t fit the ideal ‘hero’ face–so they thought I’d never make it to the big screen. All the while, I struggled to make rent & at times even a vada pav was costly. But the hunger in my stomach couldn’t dissuade my hunger to succeed. After 4 years of struggle, I got a role in Mahesh Bhatt’s TV series. I got Rs.1500 per episode–my first steady income. My work was noticed & I was offered my first Bollywood film & soon, I got my big break with ‘Satya’. That’s when the awards rolled in. I bought my first house & knew…I was here to stay. 67 films later, here I am. That’s the thing about dreams–when it comes to turning them into reality, the hardships don’t matter. What matters is the belief of that 9-year-old Bihari boy & nothing else.” — HOB with @sonylivindia brings to you the story of Manoj Bajpayee, whose life has come full circle. To watch his award winning performance in Bhonsle, click on the link in bio!

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After shifting to Mumbai, he continued doing struggle and Manoj Bajpayee shared a chawl with five others and was looking for work but didn’t get any roles. Talking about his initial days of struggle, Bajpayee said, Once an AD tore his photo & he lost 3 projects in that single day. Even He was told to Get out after his 1st shot as he Didn’t fit the ideal ‘hero’ face–so they thought He would never make it to the big screen.

All the while, That the time he was totally running short of money, struggled to make rent & at times even a vada pav was costly for him But the hunger in his stomach couldn’t dissuade his hunger to succeed.

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Post that after four years of struggle that He managed to get a role in Mahesh Bhatt’s soap opera Swabhimaan which aired on Doordarshan and for that he was offered Rs.1500 per episode that was his first steady income. That take changed his life his work was noticed & even he was offered his first Bollywood film & soon, he got his big break with ‘Satya’,” Bajpayee recalled

In the end, Manoj Bajpayee shared how all his hard work paid off in the end. “That’s when the awards rolled in. He bought his first house.

That’s the thing about dreams–when it comes to turning them into reality, the hardships don’t matter. What matters is the belief of that 9-year-old Bihari boy & nothing else,” he concluded.

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